Paula

I am unsure of how to even begin this post and afraid of what I will have to post after this one. Paula is leaving us and I don't know how to handle it or what to do. :( She has been in the hospital for about a week without a lot of answers and with a lot of ups and downs and today it became clear that there is not anything that can be done to help her.
My heart is so heavy. I could barely contain my tears when I tucked the kids into bed and wondered why I was lucky enough to be home with them when she couldn't. She is an amazing person, amazing mother and has been an amazing friend to me. Please keep the Kohn family in your prayers.